weekend update...

it is hard to know how to describe this weekend...i suppose the easiest way for me to describe it is to call it "an emotional roller coaster". the whole family seems to be stuffed full of such a large variety of emotions. everything is a bit subdued as far as the grown-ups are concerned...at least on the surface they are subdued. in the inside i think there are about a million and one things going on. everything from concern, worry, fear, pity, anxiety, wishing this was done and that was done, wishing this was over and not just starting...

and then there are the kids, who are trying to fit as much as possible into such a little space...because we all know that the rest of this month and most of next month are going to be bizarre.

tim and i are aware that we are all putting too much pressure on ourselves...even the kids seem to be putting pressure on themselves...but it is a hard thing to control. we are in an odd, never before been place. please pray for us all over the next 48-72 hours especially since we seem to have entered the "twilight zone".

BUT even with all that anxiety and emotion flying around this weekend things are going pretty well. tim did get to a soccer game saturday afternoon and for the first time in a long time we used a gift card and ordered "take-out" prime rib from the outback steakhouse for supper...that was really nice. we are trying to live our lives like one of tim's nurse's always says "one day at a time". we know that GOD is in control and we just need to kick back and relax abit and we are trying!!!

well, i should try to catch a few winks...thanks again for stopping in to check on us.

tim and tammy