no more chemo...

the last chemo has been given and if all goes well he will never need chemo again.

this last chemo has really been a tough one. his stomach has been upset all day long and he is getting weaker by the hour. all of which is expected, but no matter how hard you try to prepare for something like this---it is impossible to really know what to expect. he is on an emotional roller coaster and this is playing a toll on him also. we knew that it was going to get a lot worse before it got better...and we hear the worst is yet to come.

modern medicine is a strange thing...in order to fix one thing they have to really mess up quite a few other things first (all of which appear to be fixable).

all i can do is sit with him and pray with him and let him know how much he is loved and cared for. i print off the comments and e-mails and read them to him. i take in the cards and read him the comments (some of them make him laugh and some make him cry-but that is OK-keep them coming).

well, i am off to the laundry room...

keep praying that these next few days go quickly-things are kinda dragging lately.

(tim and) tammy