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that is the number of times i have updated this blog as of today...wow

sorry for the delay this week...things have been really crazy around here.

for starters the twins b-day party was GREAT. we probably had between 40-45 teenagers at the house with "very little" drama and nothing broken (not that i have found anyway). boy...can they eat!!! the kids had a great time and i even had fun. a few friends stopped by and we had our own mini-party in the midst of the big party...fun times.

i handled the party and the turning 16 pretty well...until after the party. it was about 1am and we were still picking up a bit and i walked downstairs to make sure there were no more teenagers lingering and the lights were all off. i walked into the back room and there was a picture of tim on the one shelf...it looked as though he was looking right at me and smiling...

...i stopped
...i cried
...i told him he would have loved the party (although he may have thought there were a few too many boys there)
...i told him i missed him so much
...then i was ok (i use that term loosely)

next stop...meg's graduation!!!

gotta get to work...

thanks for checking in


tammy