different things...

different things spark different reactions from me...

like how i get anxious every time i see PIZZA

like how i break out in a sweat when i see someone eating CHOCOLATE

or like today when i heard that a very dear friend suddenly lost his father...i cried. i didn't know the father but i know the son well. he was one of tim's best friend's and now i know this friend is sad and mourning the loss of someone close...i cried.

if my schedule permits i would like to go to the viewing...not expecting that to go real well but i have to try. i was so overwhelmed at the number in attendance at tim's services. it was mind-boggling to me that so many people bundled up and came out to pay their last respects and show their support for me and the girls.

there are times when it seems so recent...hard to believe that it was a year ago.

thanks for checking in

tammy